Monday, April 6, 2009

The winds of hell .....


The winds of hell hath no remorse. They burn hot and pure as they sting your soul. I find that I am stuck within these winds today as I fight for my very existence. The isle of pain and deceit has taken me as a hostage and is fighting to keep me subdued. I fight and struggle to break free from its clasp only to be blown back in by the winds of hell once more. The harshness of the winds bitter and hateful song stings my eyes and burns my skin. I can feel the blisters of pain begin to swell upon my every limb. What have I done to be punished by the gods and goddess so..? Where did I turn wrong to bring this hellish wind upon my brow? Who did I wrong in some unseen past life? As I sit here tonight shivering from fright I burn from the heat of the hellish wind at my back. Scream its terrifying cream at me. Singing its dreaded song in my ear. Filled with pain and deceit do I believe the words it says? Are they true or being said to cause my heart more pain?

My isle of deceit and pain I am stuck upon is the home of my family. The hellish wind is the people who are suppose to love you more then anything no matter what. And the hellish wind that blows upon my life is their wants and wishes their minds and thoughts. They scream for me to stay, they badger for me to listen, and they threaten me with things unheard. If I were to believe the words they speak I would think that the one I love has forgotten me upon this isle that he is stringing me along until something new comes his way. How could it be possible that something which feels so right could in fact be wrong? Is it just the hellish winds way of cutting me to the bone? Is it a way to trap me here upon this isle of hate and deceit? I wish I knew the answer to which I seek. For maybe then I could find shelter from the winds of hell that are upon me this day….

…………. A dream on the wind …………

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