The Winds of Doubt…

A steady wind has been blowing about me for the last few days and as each day passes it builds in strength. With each gust that pushes against my being more doubt is fed into my soul. I sit here day after day longing to go home. Waiting for that breeze that will carry me on my way. Night after night I am told it will soon be on its way. That soon I will find myself in the arms of the one I love so dear. Yet as each day comes to an end and the sun sinks from view, nothing has changed other then broken promises and tears. The winds of doubt feed upon the broken promises and gain strength with each one. How hard is it to take one min and return a text? Pick up the phone when it rings and say your busy but will call back.. When one can find the time for others in their life but not for the one they say they love.. Then yea the doubts begin to grow. The winds of doubt are cold, unforgiving, and relentless upon the soul. No shelter can be found from them and it is taking its toll. I am cold now and losing hope fast. I feel my heart breaking, shattering like a dropped glass. I sit here now hoping, dreaming, longing, that the winds will let up one day soon. For if I am forced to stay much longer I fear the worst will come. The time is fast approaching when I release my soul to the winds and let it soar for the last and final time. Knowing that the winds of doubt could so easily be gone, if only one would call or text, keep a promise that was given. Hell utter three simple words and the winds would even calm. “I love you” seems to be the calming force to all winds of life. Until then I try to hold on, be strong as I walk through the winds of doubt this day. I will hold out until the sun has gone, hoping that the winds of doubt will soon lose the power they hold..



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